Amari-Strawberry93

You know, I do want to draw Jacques content but I know I'll be trashed on because I "promised" myself not to draw him anymore. That video ruined my joy in him, that really put me down. I seen a redraw that is beautiful I had to fave the artwork. I'm sorry I couldn't keep my word. I just love the art, made me a little inspired while I listened to "Criminal" by Britney Spears. I do thank @PurpleRAGE9205 for bringing back having inspiration of Jacques. your art really helped me cope/feel better. I was told by a person from someone while chatting; that the video ruined my joy in him. When I realized about this I've been feeling depressed somewhat. Idk my goals, art wise, are going to be yet. thank you for understanding

A video based on Deviantart Iceberg was shown to me unexpectedly and I was shown in said video. I am not racist or skinny shaming person anymore since I know I can do better than my teen years. I now hate that people still see me as a monster and I looked at the comments, really made me feel down. Some say I'm harmless, the self shipping community fucking hates me because I'm the bad apple of the bunch. I felt horrible for so much shit I posted and possibly still here to this day if you dig deeper down the rabbit hole. I may have to take a break if the pain in my head worsens in the next 24 hours. I did comment on the video/other commenters and hopefully people get my apology and understand that I hurt people and I felt horrible for my past self hurting others. I wish you all a blessed moments we all had going on through the years and dealt with my bullshit. I felt bad that I was dating a groomer for a very short time. I was in love with him until he treated me like I'm not his